STEPHANIE SJAN

Last night, I received a direct message on my instagram and I felt so happy. I got featured on Singapore website for fashion, beauty, lifestyle, and so on called Clozette.co. I choosen as a Fave 5 hair bangs. Thank you Clozette.co and here's the article https://www.clozette.co/article/fave5-wispy-bangs-5912

I wanted to give up on my blog. I feel it's useless making this blog. No sponsors, no advertising, no project, and maybe my blog just a trash. Nobody's looking or even notice my blog. It's so tiring doing some stuffs and never be appreciate. Even I stop to attend fashion week anymore. It's useless and so tiring. I want give up with my dream. I don't expect more from this blog. I didn't find any agencies that want represent me. I've been tired of fight for something that useless. I've been tired with all my life and myself. I'm suffering with my mental illness. I'm so tired of making all effort. I don't know what I must to do right now. I feel so tired. I'm so depressed with my life. I can't find anything worth. I often feel so lonely in a crowd place. No, I don't need someone to cheers me, it's enough.

Well, another day in September. Like a song from Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends, I wish I could woke up when this month ends. I've been too tired this month with all of the drama, problems, lies, and it makes me exhausted physically, mentally, and spiritually. I've drown with that things. I think I can be strong and can get through this messy stuffs but to tell the truth, I can't make any move. I wish all of this craziness, ends up really soon. How's your life so far guys?



 

Last Saturday, I attended a show from Adidas Indonesia. They present new collection with theme Athleisure. All the collection are sporty and fashionable also. It's perfect to keeping you looks stylish while you workout.

Yesterday, I attended a biggest retail company in Indonesia, MAP (Mitra Adi Perkasa). They are a retail company that represent brand such as Mango, Zara, Marks & Spencer, Kipling, Cotton On, Swatch, Dorothy Perkins, and many more. Yesterday they had showed new arrival collection from Cotton On, Kipling, Dorothy Perkins, Topman, Marks & Spencer, and Swatch. Here's the collection.