STEPHANIE SJAN

Hello! How are you guys? I hope you guys have a wonderful week. Last week, I make myself rest for a while and finally I could enjoy that entire week without any meeting. I could enjoy my weekend also and brought back my appetite again. Honestly, I lose my appetite since stress hit me so bad but thanks God after I rest for a while, it's back again. Just keep telling myself to do not forget to be happy, to choose happiness. Do you feel happy lately?

Hello! Back again with me. I miss this blog so freaking much but at the same time I admit it, I'm too lazy to update this blog. Should I gave up this blog? How's your life guys? Is it good? Bad? Flat? My life is just about so flat lately. I can not feel anything except lonely. I just want to quit from everything that I do but suddenly some thoughts came up on my mind "remember how you did and face lot of things that makes you who you are today, remember how you did just to make this day happen". I wish you guys have a wonderful life.



 

Not so exhausted like before but I feel secure, peace, and chill today. I remember the verse in Isaiah 30:15 (NIV) This is what the Sovereign Lord, the Holy One of Israel, says: “In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength". My heart, my mind, and my sould can rest if I closer to Him. I wish in a couple months later, I can going to short holiday to Bali. I need some fresh air and take a break for a while. But before that happens, my outfit was already on point. LOL!

Oh hi guys! How are you? I miss my blog and of course you guys my awesome visitors and readers. I'm quite busy with some things and will be share in the next post I think. My life seems like a roller coaster lately and the only thing I can do is I tried to enjoy the ride eventhough I want to stop it. I feel exhausted too and I need take some time alone but oh God, I wish I can do that. I need short getaway to calming myself. Even I forgot that I have this blog. It's almost one month I didn't check my blog and today I feel happier when I see my blog, my virtual diary.

Actually, I do not have many new photo in my gallery and this post I only share my old photos that already taken couple months ago. Simple and kinda lazy outfit I ever wore. I stop for a while at a bridge near my home and asked my mom to took me some photo. Such a random things.

It's already May guys! OMG! Time flies so fast. There's lot of been through lately. I'm just out of focus until I forgot to update my blog. How are you my readers? I hope you all are fine.

Hello guys! How are you? I hope you all in good condition. Have you ever felt like you can't do this? I do guys right now. I feel like I have a heavy burdens on my shoulder. I feel like I want give up right now. I'm panic, nervous, blank, and I don't know what I must to do. Sounds like I'm complaining right? But that's what I feel right now. I can't stop crying. I thank God for every chances that He gave to me but the more He gave me "promotion" I feel like there's "goliath" in front of me. I feel the pressure. I feel like I was drowning. My mind is full. I need God.

Hello guys! Happy Passover from Indonesia! I wish you guys have a blessed day. This passover day, I got a previllege from God, I got an invitation to shared God's words at youth service at my church. I was happy, excited, but nervous at the same time. But yeah.. I believe and trust Him, He will guide me. I just remember the passover two years ago, my life such a mess, my heart was broken inside, I felt like I'm so worthless but I don't know how God makes me into something this year. I could shared His words at youth service this morning, I got a promotion from Him. I feel extremely joyfull inside my heart right now. I wish you guys realize that you guys are so precious in His eyes and He loves you no matter what :)

Hello guys! How are you? I hope you all fine. I'm so sorry for my lack update because I got sick until two weeks and I need some rest. By the way, happy Good Friday to those that celebrate it. I have some delay post and stay tune guys!

Today's outfit is my outfit when I went to church for Good Friday. I ever posted this dress in my previous post but it's okay to post it twice right? :)) I wore a long dress from local brand here in Indonesia. Scroll down below to see the details.