Everyone have a dream and they will work very hard to make their dreams come true but what if their dreams doesn't come true? This is actually still my #throwback post, let's back in 2012 when I was still young and still had a dream that someday I will be a professional model and maybe can be an international model. I still awkward in front of the camera or maybe confidently awkward even until now. I know the feeling when your dreams doesn't come true, you started to feel dissapointed especially with yourself and ending with you hate yourself and easily give up on everything you do. Everybody have their own struggle, everybody in this world are had their own battles and so do I. Am I finally success to be a professional model? No. Am I famous? No. I'm just me, myself, Stephanie and that's fine. Eventhough I couldn't be a model and too old for be a model now but suddenly my path was about turn around and I started a blog and I can be a model of my own version and my own blog. Maybe I'm not famous, I'm not a content writer nor content creator, I'm not a social media celebrity or famous blogger but one thing I know, I always started everything I do with all of my heart. You know readers, it's okay to be not okay sometimes. It's so normal when you feel wanna give up and stop everything. It's not such a laziness to take a break for a while. It's totally fine. But no matter how hard life itself takes, you still need to continue your life at least for today.